Scary Voodoo

This morning I woke up to a relatively quiet mind and thought possibly it would be an easy day. Instead, I got the overwhelming urge to sleep at 9 am and knew something was going to hit me. I was led through a crazy screen dream where I was being cut with a razor and when I woke up I felt anally raped as usual. It is over and hour since I woke and I still feel anal pain. I finally found Sony's patent on the full immersion sensory technology they have developed for use with their video games. Which proves the tech exists and that so many of us have been used as guinea pigs, either by the government (who I am sure has had this tech in use for decades) or a company like Sony or possibly Sony itself. Who knows? The sickening thing is that along with every negative sensory experience you can imagine, I have to deal daily with the constant verbal abuse which is most depraved in nature. Im tired. I think to myself who in their right mind would assault a single mother with 2 infants, but then I think of Andrea Yates and Tannie Braziel and other victims who have had their minds held hostage and endured torture and terrorism for years. I believe this tech has bled over into the private entertainment industry and that we are being used in mind games, such as role playing games and the like. The media I am sent in my mind's eye (sometimes short movies with credits at the end of them, as if I am watching a feature film at the theater) is usually porn. I've even had pictures of kids being molested flashed in my mind's eye, I've seen friends and seen pictures of friend's family members I've never even met. Sometime's I'm threatened and told I'm going to be "set up" if I talk about this. One voice who threatened me flashed me a picture of my son with a gun in his mouth. My son is only 7 months old.

I think upon closer examination, the sensory input we victims receive is far too specific and deliberate to be passed of as schitzophrenia. I know for a fact a friend of mine has been contacted by some of the people involved. I would write this off as paranoia on my part if he hadn't made it obvious to me that it's the truth. I suppose he has been told some large lies, because this is completely illegal- I mean seriously, the torture and terrorization of American citizens remotely by their own government and/or private companies? In fact, I was shown a woman along with I guess her husband in my mind's eye the other day, as clear as if I were watching television. Here I am sitting with my infant children, about as vulnerable as a person can be, and this woman told me it was a business, her and her husband's business, as if I had a lot of nerve praying for myself and other victims of this holocaust and asking these people to lay down their weapons and put an end to using people's mind's as resources. I mean, how dare I?